Wondering what God wanted me to do, now that I am home all the time and have plenty of time to serve Him, I pray daily and read the bible. I almost felt stressed and restless not knowing what I should be doing, and feeling lost that I might be failing to follow God’s lead. I finally got an answer that I did not expect.
What just happened? I still can’t believe I’m here. As I sit in my quiet living room, my head is still spinning at the reality of it all. I don’t know if I am relieved that I no longer work in great pain at a very high-pressure job, or if I am horrified at the thought of being disabled and still have a mortgage to pay, and other responsibilities.